To the Craft

I hate that I always need to better myself to try and feel good. I miss the times where I just felt well, then I remeber we were all secluded in our own homes and I think to myself: do I really just need to be alone? Is it my destiny to just be isolated and on my own? I love being by myself but I also think I function very well when I am with other people and I fear my Art would not be as good if I was alone.

As a self-proclaimed artist (and in my godly opinion the only type of artist that can exist in a genuine way) I will always be condemned to live not for myself but for my Art. I accepted that and I am happy to serve my Craft. She is who I am, and I have the obligation / I feel the need to live for and as who I am.

So, if my Art needs me to be alone I'll buy a caravan and move forever in the woods, if She needs me to be with people I'll move to the busiest city to exist. I am ready, and high enough to be brave.