Feminist Murder

My mind wanders thinking about murder. What does it mean to take a life? Is it truly such a horror?

Art leads me to places I wouldn't want to be, ideas I wouldn't want to come by. I'm afraid of myself and what I could do if I lacked sense of morality.

What would it be like to commit what I've read others do? Jeffrey Dahmer, Ted Bundy, Charles Manson. Not the shadow of a woman. What if I were the first? Could I consider it feminism?

Acting as men have, to see the world's reaction.

Reality is, I feel nauseous if I accidentally eat meat or witness a brawl.

I'll have to find another way to be a feminist.